I was booked in for corrective eye surgery (LASIK) on the 16th of this month, as late as early this morning I was on the phone discussing payment options with the company that was to perform the surgery. However, having done a bit of further research on the risks and complications, I’m not going through with it.

Basically, the LASIK surgery means that a small “flap” is cut in your cornea, under which the laser is applied to reshape your eye for better vision. There are certain risks involved with this, that most companies will inform you about. However there is one little problem that no company will inform you about (and hardly acknowledge): even though the flap in your cornea heals, it will never heal completely.
According to several sources I came across (among others, this one), the corneas strength/integrity will only heal to about 2.4% of its previous integrity (or able to withstand pressure of 0.8g/mm compared to 30g/mm). This means that the corneal flap made through surgery can be moved out of place years and years after surgery, when it is supposedly “fully healed”.

Would you feel comfortable doing something to an arm or leg, if its bone would only have 2.4% of its previous strength afterwards? Don’t think so. Why would I take the same risk with my vision? Not a chance. It’s funny how the surgery companies go through great lengths to explain all intra- and postsurgery complications, but do not mention a word about the fact that the corneal flap never heals fully, at least not to me (and I didn’t find anything on the website about it, it implies that all should be ok after 3 months). Maybe it is because it is not considered a risk or complication, but just a definite consequence?
Also, when I called and cancelled, I have to admit, they where not pushy, but the phone person (who no doubt is not a surgeon) tried to ease my worry by saying I had chosen the “intralase” option, which means the flap is made with a laser, rather than microcheratome. This lessens risk of complications during surgery, and hastens healing. But a flap is a flap is a flap: they still lift the flap, and I don’t see how the laser would bring any superhealing powers with it concerning the permanent integrity of the flap.

Anyway, even though I would love nothing more than having perfect vision, I am not prepared to do an “all or nothing” gamble on never ever being poked in the eye, getting a football or tennis ball in my face, or be jumped by an overeager dog. I think in the future if I ever have kids, I’d rather worry about a few broken glasses or dropped contacts, than be afraid my child will make me blind when I play with him/her.